Alphari to skip LEC Spring 2023 Split: ‘My passion and joy for League of Legends is not what it was’

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UK League of Legends top-laner Barney ‘Alphari’ Morris has announced he is taking a break and will miss ‘at least’ one split in 2023.

23-year-old Alphari, who joined Team Vitality with Perkz almost a year ago, said that he would be skipping the next LEC season, confirming rumours Esports News UK had heard a week ago.

Vitality’s roster were initially referred to as a ‘superteam’, but had a disappointing year in the LEC, finishing fifth in Spring 2022 (and exiting the playoffs early) and seventh in Summer 2022, where they failed to reach the playoffs.

Citing demotivation and burnout, Alphari said in a Twitlonger post that he doesn’t want to join a team for 2023 Spring, but is prioritising time off instead.

“I’ve been competing for over six years now, and over the years my primary motivation for competing has turned from having a simple and innocent love for the game, to more and more solely desiring to win a split – something I have consistently failed at,” Alphari said.

“I have no interest in slowly struggling with motivation, and wasting mine or anyone else’s time on a nearly-good-enough team.”

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“I’ve always assuaged myself by believing it would be a matter of time and effort, which I still believe to be true, though I’ve found my passion and joy in League to not be what it was.

“It’s been more and more difficult to feel motivated with this goal in mind, particularly during periods of the now monotonous regular splits. I fear that burnout, and continuously trying to push through it, will only make it more difficult to achieve anything worthwhile, that is: winning a split, and giving my team my best performances.

So, with this and the recent disappointment of the year on mind, I decided very early into this off season that I want to take at least a split off to reflect on what’s gone wrong – and hopefully also to re-find my joy in playing.

“I have no interest in slowly struggling with motivation, and wasting mine or anyone else’s time on a nearly-good-enough team.

“I don’t know what the future will hold, just that change is probably good, and anyways that I won’t know until I’ve tried it. Either I’ll come back with a new perspective and motivation, still desiring to win, or I’ll find that not playing is more suitable – and nothing lost.”

Alphari also took the time to thank his Vitality teammates and staff, as well as fans and former teams, as well as apologising for Vitality’s disappointing year in League of Legends esports.

Alphari taking a break might just be what he needs – and other players should be brave enough to do the same

Comment by Esports News UK editor Dom Sacco

I heard a rumour recently that Alphari was ‘retiring’, which I took with a pinch of salt given his age and ability.

Perhaps a move into coaching or casting or streaming could’ve been on the cards, I thought, but I soon convinced myself that couldn’t be the case, as I feel Alphari still has a lot to give on the Rift. He has unfinished business.

I’ve been fortunate enough to have followed Alphari’s career closely ever since he entered the UK esports scene at just 15 years old.

Alphari dominated the old ESL UK Premiership back in 2015 with Team Infused, and everyone could see he was destined for greater things. But while he’s been a regular on some solid sides in EU and NA since, from Misfits to Liquid and now Vitality, he arguably hasn’t fulfilled his potential – yet.

“League is unforgiving, relentless and tiring. I think other players and talent can look to Alphari’s move and perhaps it will give them the idea that they can follow suit, that there’s nothing wrong with taking a break and coming back stronger, or at least getting a fresh perspective on things.”

His cheeky smile from the old UK scene days has been replaced with a more serious expression on match days, and this year has clearly had an impact on his motivation, as he himself admits. Being a part of a team with a host of great individual talent, but not quite performing well, and consistently, as a team, must be tilting and frustrating.

But signing a mix of top players has never been a guarantee of success, in esports or sports, and Vitality will look to rebuild now, just as Alphari is too.

League is unforgiving, relentless and tiring. I think other players and talent can look to Alphari’s move and perhaps it will give them the idea that they can follow suit, that there’s nothing wrong with taking a break and coming back stronger, or at least getting a fresh perspective on things.

I really hope we’ll see Alphari back on the rift in the future, whenever this may be, and wish him all the best on his break. God knows we have a lack of top UK talent in League of Legends, and losing Alphari is disappointing – but understanding. I’ll be waiting – and hoping – this break is good for Captain Alphari and that we’ll see him back again soon.

From the archive: Interview with Alphari on joining Team Vitality

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